Dear Jon

Last night's situation was pretty impossible. I could have more to say, more to elaborate, and thoughts..... However, my sense of bravery isn't as it was before. I think Jason probably does have several shares. Right now, I am only focused in on one who is a local. I'm pretty sure you know who he is. It gets confusing because he has two other relatives that look like him and I've already said I was confused with just their arbitrage. He has had a share with you and a couple of other celebrities/famous ppl. When I made my own cheesy sketch, I was looking more at Dane at the time. It looks like this local wants to own up to having some responsibility with my blind paranoia. There could be more vulgar words I can throw in right now but I'm just not going to. Besides you having a share with him, I have seen where you both have said the same things and have had some same actions. But there can be some things that are confusing. Not everything is clear. If there is any sense of bravery I do have it is just my own personal expression: I hate how he wants to look innocent. He just may be innocent of drugs and have no responsibility but there have been some words and actions I have seen myself where I really am bothered that he wants to carry an innocent rep. I think he is being a pig to want to look innocent. In the matrix, things aren't always clear or believable. But with my own paranoia, instincts, and whatever, he is definitely at the top of the list for being hostile and a hater. Because he has a share with you, it already makes it impossible with the both of you. It is also impossible with my life feeling extra unsafe. So, if you did really want me to share more, you're the one who makes it impossible.